Focusing On Partial Existence
© Del Piper 5/2007
Schools and society have been training us for years to focus
our attention on specific things. The pressure to accomplish,
achieve and excel is always present in everything we do.
But we should never focus our attention so much that we are
not also aware of the whole pattern. If we focus only on specific
things we end up not being aware of all that is around us at
any given time.
Tom Brown Jr., who learned awareness and tracking skills from
an old apache Indian, told me a story that is indicative of
the danger of focusing too much attention on any one thing.
Tom was called in to help find an individual who was believed
to have killed his brother, wife and mother. The individual
had disappeared into a forest after state police had pulled
him over in his car. They searched for a week with a lot of
manpower and dogs. But, the man they were searching for was
an avid hunter, survivalist and mercenary. They were having
no luck at all.
They called in Tom who
had been successful on hundreds of these searches. They took
him by helicopter into the forest and dropped him, and a
backup, off in the woods. Within an hour Tom found the suspect’s tracks. Within 3 hours of
tracking he was within ½ hour of him. By reading the
man’s tracks, and using expanded vision, Tom was able
to close in on the suspect rapidly and was soon within 5 minutes
of him.
As Tom studied the 5-minute
tracks he became concerned about some of the subtle marks
within the tracks. He intently focused on the tracks trying
to figure out what those marks were telling him. He’d
seen them only a few times before, and was trying to remember
what they meant.
As he was bent over studying and focused only on the tracks,
not doing any pausing to take in the whole pattern, he remembered
what the subtle marks were telling him. It meant that the suspect
knew someone was tracking him and was very close behind him.
In that moment Tom realized
he’d been paying too much
attention to the tracks and not taking in the whole picture.
He could hear his old Indian mentor’s voice in his head
telling him to not focus so much on one thing. At that precise
time he sensed someone behind him, and quickly stood and turned,
just as a shot rang out which nicked him in the flesh of his
back.
Because Tom had stood
and turned so quickly he shocked the suspect who was unable
to get off a second shot before Tom subdued him. If Tom hadn’t
expanded his awareness when he did, the shot that hit him
in the flesh of his back would have hit him in the back of
his head.
It’s interesting
what Tom has said about his first teaching by his mentor.
He was just a young kid, but he had already become caught
up in the unthinking rush of society, chasing irrelevant
goals, gauging his actions by clocks and living with his
eyes focused on the future.
His Indian mentor’s
first teaching was aimed at slowing him down, teaching him
how to be calm, quiet and aware of all things, and periodically
looking at the parts and pieces for identification and direction.
We don’t all have
an Indian mentor. But we all do have the ability to be calm,
quiet, and aware and stop the habit of focusing on a partial
existence. When we pause often and expand our vision to take
in everything, our other senses expand and become more in
tune with the surrounding patterns.
A unique quality of silence
comes with this expanded vision and supports a meditative
state of mind. From this state of mind, all things can be
seen and felt.
